While it is a week to ‘remember’, I will probably not write a lot of details here. If I feel like it, I will be writing those into a separate entry, with password so random people can’t just walk in and see it freely. After all, I never know who is watching/reading.
To cut things short, this week was certainly something not to my liking at all, not so much my job but it does have a crucial role to play in that. After all, considering my personality, for me to express explicit interest in something that I would go out of my way just to go for it says a lot, but unfortunately it is denied thanks extreme levels of inefficiency. I would probably be less mad if it was something more ‘cant be helped’ scenario, but the magnitude of ‘damage’ of this one is something that can be reduced significantly without having to do a lot.
In some ways, it could be a slap in the face to wake me up, but it’s not like it has changed me into someone motivated to strive hard or something. Maybe it has told me the importance of setting things right even if it means I might have to be a little nastier than my usual friendly, harmless self. I guess I will have to make some decision soon, whether to make a move (a few options here) or remain silent all the way. Whatever it is, I think this stupid thing will stick with me for quite a long time to come. On the ‘bright side’, it means that I do actually have some things that I actually care a lot for, even if I don’t show it. I bet no one at work could tell a thing. =D
And thanks to that, my weekend is (would be was by the time you can read this) shortened much. Of course, there’s nothing much I can do about since the amount of time is fixed for everyone. Hopefully the next week and month will be a better one although February is looking to turn out to be one of the worst times I have in recent times. Till then, see you.
p.s. yes, for the n-th time, due to the way I run my blog, things may get published later and so on.
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